[x]You know someone that cares about you.
[ ]You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player/mp4.
[x] Your parents are still together.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
T O T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once aweek.
[x] There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[ ]You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 7

[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a Friendster
[x] You have no problem in your studies.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ]People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look foward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside.
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.
T O T A L: 6

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with yourparents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[x] Your parents working salary monthly is more than $4000.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 5

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are Happy that you're living.
T O T A L: 9

GRAND TOTAL : 33X 2 = 66%

Ok,my life's 66% happy,not bad

BYE!!!

One day I'm gonna forget your name
But one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain

Hihi~~
F(-)(k1n9 internet's screwed up so can't
Log into Messenger....what lousy point is
This??

Boring day...that's all I have to say
Bye!!!

Last Cathe Class session's over
This should be by far the best
With our pizza dinner sponsored
Which tasted not bad at all.

Started session by watching videos
As usual and later reflection time.
Went for confession later to prepare
For confirmation.Did some stuff
Before coming home.

All this time though,me and my
Cousin were craking small jokes
Here and there,entertainment in
Another form.

I noticed though,most of the guys
In the class were Scared of the gals
For some apparent reason,LOL
Because during the
1st session,the guys were even scared
Just to hold hands with someone of
The opposite sex.I'll leave myself as an
Exception though =P.Plus,rarely did
I see guys starting a convo with girls
Except some,haha,need more warming up
I guess...

BYE!!!

We walk around
But never turn to see what we have done
We choose our moves so carefully for you
I will not let you go

***40 Lame Questions***

1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after
showering?
x Towel rack

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
x Some cheap one

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
x Sometimes with a comb,very rarely

4. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest
celebrity?
x NoComments.

5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use
tape or glue?
x Glue

6. Chicken or pork?
x Both

7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark?
x Ya...I reach at about 8am

8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid
which would it be?
x Freaky!!! None...

9. What color is your underwear?
x Kinda personal isn't it??

10. What time does the sun usually set?
x Before night time

11. What/who do you think of last before you go to
sleep?
x Undisclosed

12. AC or fan?
x Aircon!!!

13. Do you wear braces?
x Last time...

14. Can you do a hand stand?
x No...

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you
style your hair?
x EMO

16. What level English are you in?
x B3 ?

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
x NoComments.

18. Which subject is worse, English or Math?
x Math

19. What's one thing you really want to do this
very moment?
x Be with that special someone.(I straight,it's a girl not a guy)

20. What movie are you embarrassed to admit
you've watched?
x None

21. CD player or iPOD?
x IPOD

22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30
miles or drop 400 ft. into water?
x NoComments.

23. What's your favorite shape?
x NoComments

24. What do you have planned for the weekend?
x None

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
x Nope...

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except
for a pencil and paper, what would you do?
x Draw stuff

27. Is it always easy finding your remote every
time you want to watch TV?
x Ya

28. How was your day?
x Boring,staying at home the whole day.

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
x Grow,if too long,would cut.

30. Describe your handwriting:
x Freedom Of Expression

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
x WTF!!??

32. Do you bruise easily?
x No

33. There`s nothing on TV except Barney
x I'm not watching that 5h1+

34. Do you know more then 3 myspace codes?
x Sort of...

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or
write in pen, which will it be?
x Write

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
x Relax la...jeans so hot

37. Describe yourself using three words:
x Emotionally Unstable

38. Do you use deodorant?
x Sometimes

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
x YA

40. Do you really have a crush on someone?
x YAAAA

Okay,lame time over
Today's so damn boring..
Staying at home for the
Whole day and later
Going to church for cathe
Class session afterwards.

That's about it

BYE!!

Remind yourself
That they are the ones who will hold you still

Watched the above show today,
Not a bad show though,
Sort of a thriller with abit of comedy
Cause of the certain funny scenes.

Today was also the last day of school,
Holiday's starts tonight!!!!
This year felt really really short
Maybe because it's that the class was
Fun thanks to the people.

Also,the whole class managed to
Advance to Secondary 4 Express,
Next year would be an happy
Family Reunion.

After that went to get the CD I wanted
Before going to Plaza Sing to watch the
Movie,me and my cuz gobbled up the
Popcorn and drinks damn fast.
Came back home after that on a
Extremely crowded bus,lol

I think my brother's sort of scared of
Being around girls,cause his choices of
Secondary schools are all single sex
And he dosen't want to choose a unisex
One.

Not sure how should I spend tomorrow though,spending the whole infront of the computer playing feels like lifeless.....

BYE!!!

You never mattered,now loving you's so addicated

Haha,now nothing better to do
So like testing typing in limegreen
Colour which is someone's favourite
Colour =)

So tomorrow getting back report book
Finally can relax upon knowing our
Results,teacher kept it a secret until
Tomorrow,making some people just
Dying to find out.

Ya,school would end earlier as usual
After that,don't really know what to do
Going to buy some record before going
To watch some movie,after which I
Dunno what to do,I just wanna spend
Time with that someone.

Friday would be a holiday then next week
Is the start of holidays!!!! Hope everyone
Can have fun!! Mummy~~~hope you're
Ready for your exam coming up,All the best!
LoVe YoU....

Alright,really have nothing better to type:
***13 signs of falling in love***

Personal Checklist:

13. When your on the phone with them late at night and they hang up...but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago [X]

12. You read their texts over and over again...[X]

11. You walk really slow when you're with them...[X]

10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...[X]

9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...[X]

8. You smile when you hear their voice...[X]

7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...[X]

6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...[ ]*Hate slow songs,only some

5. They become ALL you think about...[X]

4. You get high just from their scent...[ ]*Never really smelt properly before =P

3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...[X]

2. You would do anything for them...[X]

1. When you're thinking of them,you wonder if they're doing the same.....[X]

How's that??

BYE!!!

I can't change who I am not this time,
I wont lie to keep you near me and in this short life,
There's no time to waste on giving up;My love wasn't enough

Tomorrow's last day of school,finally!!
The day was boring,as usual.
Also,school ends so much earlier,
From the usual 3.30pm,to 1.30
WHEE~~~

BYE!!!

Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?

First of all,Happy Hari Raya Puasa
To all Muslims,thanks for this holiday
Though

Spend morning doing some useless
Things in front of the computer
Had lunch then went to someone's
House(a.k.a The Bachelor's Pad)
Spent time playing some PS2 games.

Later spent almost 1 hour asking Ben
To come out.(Here's apologizing to mei and Charmaine,so sorry to keep y'all waiting)
Took bus with Mil,Charm,Matt & Ben
Suddenly the 2 crazy girls went to lower
Deck of the bus and claimed they got
Off but it was fake of course

Reached Junction 8 at around 5 to 6
Saw Sherwin there too,well heck,was
Damn hungry so just go to eat at Yoshinoya
For the second time. Walked around
For awhile and the 2 crazy girls started
To scribble stuff on the glass wall with
Condensed water on it,quite kiddy seriously.

After that was like walking inside the mall
Then Mil looked at me and goes,"I wanna go
MiniToons!!! Buy stickers..." and Charm was
Like nonono there's no minitoons here,haha
Since she looked sad so helped her there =P

Planned to watch a movie t first but realized
Not enough time cause there's still school tomorrow
So might as well plan on some other time.

Other part is kind lame so won't say it out....

Got home before 10pm,still not feeling tired
Suprisingly.

End of a good day,just another 2 more slacking day in school before it ends finally.HOO~~~

BYE!!!

My Happiness would never be compelete without you

Dawn of a new week,
Today's over,tomorrow's a holiday and Friday's the last day of school!!!! =)

Some stuff about today;
Started school by talking crap,
Most of the day before recess was spent of watching inter-class competition,
Class came in second if not for a slight screw up during a round.

During chinese lesson,got back our holidays assigments.... -.-
History lesson was much better,watched a movie and was released 1/2 hr earlier
Later when to someone's house and get some paper to be typed into com and
The bloody thing is in chinese,talk about having a holiday helping people type
Stuff. Saw his GF who's quite cute damn lucky b45t4rd.

Alright,later went to ICA building cause father said that need to
Update passport picture if not when my family goes for holiday,
I may not pass custom and I think this was really lame.
Ok thought the building would be empty and all but it turned out packed
As hell.So waited around that same damn building for 5 hours
Before the procedure is done,got home by about 8pm,dying of boredom.

Alright planning for tomorrow,

BYE!!!

Too many time I've seen it
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been
How it always will be
You think you're above me
But now I'm here to end this

Reply to Jo's tags(thought it maybe too big for my tagboard):

Haha,sorry about the pop-ups,anyways
Thanks for your words of comfort,hope you did pass too!!!! ^.^
Hope you're prepared well enough for your O's,still,don't
Pressure youself too much kaes?

You're right when you said I should've studied more,
Would have gotten a better pass then.
Next year everyone would be working like mad people
Thank God for this extra 2 month break before the
New school year starts so can have all the fun!!!!

That's about it and I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I know it only
Been hardly two month since I last saw you but it just felt
Like a lifetime,holidays are almost coming,wanna spend time
With you soon...maybe after you finished your exams!!! =)

I was blessed I haven't forgotten to say that I LOVE YOU <3

Time to sleep,school's tomorrow,nothing better to do there too,
Except crapping around the classroom all day.Anyways......

BYE!!!

Wake up, Wake up and walk on
This is not a test
Its time to make your hopes come true
So steady your puzzled mind
And just concentrate

Nothing to say....so time for lame stuff!!!

Teenage Love
Boy: I love you more than the air I breath
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem.But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

Jo,good to know that you're finally happy again,smile always!!!~~

BYE!!

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
Can anybody help me make things better?

Spent this whole 1 day holiday
Thanks to the promotion exercise day
Next week would be more slackier,with
Tuesday being an holiday and Friday an
Optional day for some.

Morning went to play 2hours of so on
LAN and I 5h1+ you not,there was a
Businessman about 30-50 yrs old
There playing World Of Warcraft
Then went to Plaza Sing for lunch
With cuz.....kinda reminded me going out with
Ben,went to Plaza Singapura to just eat
Burger King.

Played online games when got back till
Like about 8 something,feel that I'm getting
No life from all the playing and all,hooked onto
Maple again like I used to

This is to Lester: Yeah,this is how much I like her,ALOT. So is liking her a damn problem to you??

The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

Suddenly,I feel that I can't talk to you as easy as I used to cause we haven't been communicating as much as we used to and I miss that time. Now,we choose our moves so carefully now,I'm starting to hurt now and it gets worst. So get me my medicine to quench my horrible feelings once and for all

Your love's letting go, this ending's would be tragic

Seen my overall results today
I passed 3 subjects!!!!!! YAYAYAYYAYA
Passed my English,Chinese,Combined Humanities.
Combined Humanities was kinda luck,
I passed by 0.2% lucky.......

Still felt that I could have done better because of my emotions
Getting into my study time.
I will promise myself I won’t care
Distracting myself from your stare
And I’ve seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for

I’ve hung up my gunsI won’t kill again

I won’t forget you
I won’t forget you
I’m not gonna let you win
But I’m tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And its not gonna change


Anyways here's abit about today
Started the day off with people who
Weren't present for yesterday's D&T lesson
Scolded and met the VP.

English lesson,big momma of a teacher still
As the same as ever,getting pissed at evey little
5h1+ that happened but today's was really relaxed.
Social studies just sat around and watched a movie
D&T lesson was spent on listening to mp3.

Had our last extra lesson on designing from 12.30 - 4
But released earlier.

Slackiest Lesson

Okay so back here typing useless stuff again,LOL:

***Crazy Stuff I Did***

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR:1

Level 2
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

SO FAR:2

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR:3

Level 4
( ) had a crush on an older person
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR:4

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( )been to Spain
( ) been on a plane
( )thrown out for drinking

SO FAR:5

Level 6
( ) eaten Sushi
( )been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR:5 still

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( )made a snow angel

SO FAR:8

Level 8
( )had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up

SO FAR:11

Level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR:14

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

SO FAR:15

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR:17

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( )been suspended from school
(x)had detention
( )been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR:19

Level 13
(x) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x)had deja vu
( )danced in the moonlight

SO FAR:22

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR:26

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
( ) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
( )swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR:28

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/coloredpencils/markers
( )sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR:32

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came outof your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR:35

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( )watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR:37

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( )have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( )Humped a monkey

SO FAR:38

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins

SO FAR:39

Level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 42

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
( ) stayed up all night

SO FAR:43

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
( ) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR:44

Level 25
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes(in a lifetime)
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail(cantonment)

SO FAR: 44

Okay...I've done 44 out of 125 crazy things

Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow - BFMV

The night is starting here we go
I check out everything
This is our time to lose control
What do you want from me
You line them up we'll put them down
This is so frustrating
To watch you sleezing all around
Yet you keep on smiling

What can I do to make you see…
you're guilty
What can I do to make you feel……
you're wanted
What can I do to make you see…
you're guilty
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow

Her skin reflects behind the blur I’m intoxicated
Where am I from why am I here
You're so predictable
Fingers running through my hair……but its all just fiction!
She steps out from her underwear……
so beautiful

What can I do to make you see…
Look and see
What can I do to make you feel……
you're wanted
What can I do to make you see…
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow

There's bodies lying on the floor
But I keep on staring…
my world is over, close the door

Her skin reflects behind the blur
I’m intoxicated Where am I from?
Why am I here?
Fingers running through my hair
I’m a new addiction
She steps out from her underwear
So beautiful

What can I do to make you see…
you're guilty
What can I do to make you feel……
you're wanted
What can I do to make you see...
you're guilty
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow

Kaes!! Got my new mp3 player from the service centre after 1 week or so,it's the same model though...

Hihi~~~
Today's one of those boring days again,
PE got cancelled because of post-exam activitiy
Of the day which is cleaning the classroom,
Lame......

Math later and just copied and copied the
Answers to math paper and the bugger gay
Teacher's handwriting was so damn hard to read.

English lesson,the teacher wasn't even in so the
Class had fun for 1 whole hour until the VP came
In an just dismissed us without even a scolding on
The noise. Had stupid fun with balls of our used cloth,
Newspapers and the visualiser,LOL,we're childish:

Lead cameraman,Ni-CoCk-LeSs

Playing with opera masks,lame...

Violence in the class....not allowed though

After recess,had a 4 hour long course on D&T presentation which was so boring that before the thing even started,some just walked out.

There was a break at about 2.45-3.oo which was the time my classmates walked out but didn't follow though,thinking whether its the right choice cause apparently some gay face told on them so,good for them.

BYE!!

There's always something different going wrong

Pray hard that a miracle may happen to both of us,only passed 2 subjects and need just that 1 more pass to make it next year,will always keep you in prayers dearest mummy!!

More results today

Math wasn't announced but I dunno why

POA....damn failed,someone's gonna get hurt real bad,its someone I know very well

Physics got back too,and mummy's not gonna be too happy when I tell her I failed,
By 2 and a 1/2 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More crap tomorrow,got to stay back till like 4pm because of some bloody extra course
Which dampens alot of people's spirit since it's holidays sooner than you think.

Just found something good about my school,because it's small,you can pratically meet anyone
Easily,like a few days back I didn't notice this but I saw Daryl who's mummy's cousin??? boyfriend,honestly didn't know it's him st first,lol ! P.S.: MISs YA SO MUCH MUMMY!!! NEED TO SEE YOU SOON BEFORE I GO INTO DEPRESSION

BYES!!!!

UNDERØATH
A Boy Brushed Red... Living In Black And White

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
Its too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you

Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive

Here is where we both go wrong
So tie me upAnd toss this key'
Cause for now we're living
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes

Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes

Well, look who's dying now
Slit wrist for sleepin' with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes

Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes

Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
Trembling, you've lost your touch
Haven't you?
I'm so addicted
So addicted

Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes

I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes

BLEEDS NO MORE

My heart bleeds no more now, it's been turned to stone.
Your stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground.

Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein.
Blood still stains my hands.
Sharpening my sense of pain outside.

My heart bleeds no more.now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground. Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me.

My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone.
My stomach feels sore from cutting up.
I ruined all my sanctity for you.
Smash me on the ground.

I wanted to, convince myself there's nothing else to do.
I wanted to, provide you with proof of what you put me through.
I wanted to, pretend that it was you.(you're the worst thing that ever happened to me.)

Die

Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me.
My heart bleeds no more;now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Smash me on the ground

About Me

T O M O R R O W:
1. Is: Tuesday
2. Got any plans:Nope....
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: The whole day! It's boring

F A V O U R I T E:
1. Number: 13
2. Color(s): Dark Colours
3. Season: Winter

C U R R E N T L Y:
1. Missing someone: YA!!! ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT
2. Mood: Depression
3. Hungry: Abit...I just ate LOL

Q U E S T I O N S:
Q: First thing you did this morning? A: Listened to abit of music
Q: Last thing you ate A: Bread
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? A: Yup...
Q: What's annoying you right now? A: Nothing
Q: What's the last movie you saw? A: On TV or the Cinema
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships? A: Unless that person's your family
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now? A: My DeArEsT Mummy
Q: Where is the last place you went? A: School
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad? A: Isn't that obvious
Q: Do you have any siblings? A: Ya
Q Do you smile often? A: Unless in extreme happiness
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you? A: Gotta open your own mouth
Q: Choose to have (love, beauty, creativity) A: Uncountable
Q: Are you a friendly person? A: Errrrr....ya except to those who I don't like
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? A: Mine
Q: What shirt are you wearing? A: NoComments
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? A: Playing
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends? A: More guys...getting abit unhealthy
Q: When was the last time you cried? A: Few years back
Q: Do you get angry easily? A: Not really
Q: What was your last thought before youwent to sleep last night? A: Lots...which one you wanna hear?
Q: Take any vitamins? A: Sometimes...too lazy to take it all the time
Q: What are you about to do now? A : Doing this 5h1+
Q: What song are you listening to right now? A: Valley Of The Damned
Q: Would you rather be single or in a relationship? A: Used to prefer to be single,now wanna start a relationship
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call? A: Sometimes
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10 A: 6
Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you? A: No Comments

Ya...it's finally over
Anyways got back some results,
English passed paper 2 got like 36,damn didn't even do 1 question
Chinese passed by 6 marks!!!
Failed DNT damn bad,got 10/60
Failed Chemistry too.haha 21/75
Combined humanities,history and social studies,dotz...forgotten
Tomorrow got more,POA,Math,and maybe paper 1 for English
Now,got some crappy chinese project which I don't know what
I'm supposed to do....

BYE!!

On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression,
And before you knew it my body was lying on the ground

Tomorrow's the start of another new school week
Slacking time cause there's nothing to do other than
Checking through exam papers which is kind of 5h1+
Cause it's boring copying answers after answers.

New song added to blog,that's about all

BYE!!!

Lalalalalala....I just miss listening to Mummy's Cute Voice soooo much

Saw so many nice phones today,need to upgrade soon!!!
Even my younger brother got an 3G phone while
I'm still stuck with my current one.

But,I don't really care though cause its one of those budget
Sony Ericsson ones. Ah,damn don't know what to choose....

BYE!!!

I really don’t care what happens now and then
As long as you’ll still love me at the end

Rough night,slept at about 3 am in the morning cause I was talking to 2 madwomen who couldn't stop laughing,hahahaha

Almost 1am on a Saturday Morning,where the hell are you??? You make me feel safe when I sleep on the darkest nights

12.15pm into this day

And not doing any damn thing

Today's 1st day of the 2 day holidays

After exams are over. Spent this whole

Day at Ben's "Bachelor's Pad" because he

Seems to have the whole house to himself.

His hair looks like he just got blown up by a bomb =P

Well,so watched him play online games and

That was like for 1 to 2 hours.

Then we started recording lame vids

With the cameraman,Simon.

After that watched some lame shows and lunch time.

Got back and talked crap and soon had nothing

Better to do then take lame pictures and decorating

Some paper boat which we left hanging on the wall.

Some Pictures:

Matt playing with a toy gun,brings back childhood memories

Decorating this boat felt damn gay

What we wrote on one side of the boat,censored off
the girls' names to protect their identity


Dangerous weapon on the table,some crazy person left it there

Matt looks abit weird in specs

So afterwards,walked to bus-stop with matt when

We started talking lame crap jokes ya that's about it

One more day to go and I think of anything else constructive or useful to do,damn this life!!

BYE

I thought we'd be together forever
But it seems I was wrong and everything's falling apart

Waking up in the middle of the night

Just to get myself a slice of bread

To ease a groaning stomach

How irriating does life get???

Funny 5h1+'s happening in my house lately

My room's air-conditioner beens acting up

Real weird lately,it apparently enjoys "peeing"

On the ground so like there's this bucket there

Now collecting the air-con's pee,how dumb....

Exam's are finally over!!!

Now's the time to go crazy for

2 whole days.

Went home after exam then

I realized I was abit mental

On the bus,kept on ramming

Into ppl for no reason and all

Cause it's just acccidental

Maybe because I'm too happy =)

Hahahahahaahahaha....need to have fun soon with mummy,miss her SO much ='(

BYE

You can call me your valentine
But call me once tonight
Then I'll say it's okay

Late at night at around 9.45pm+

Watching lame videos having my own

Time for entertainment when this a55h0le

Comes up to me and go "hey,you better not

Bully Jo(my mummy) or I'll kill you"damn,

I hate this kind of bu115h1+

Today was history exam
It started only at 12pm
Before going to school,
Talked to a slightly
Mentally-disarranged
Mummy.Haha I know
You're high,miss you alot
mummmy,need to go
Out with you soon!!!

Reached school at about
11pm since it was kinda
Early,so went to mac opp
School to study abit didn't
Really help though cause I
Can't remember all the details
Lucky for friends there.

Was nearly late but some
People were still later. Invigilator
Was abit strict though.

Now kinda slacking with my thick
D&T textbook,tomorrow just need
To wait 1hr30mins before it's.....
FREEDOM!!! YAY!!!!!
But really don't know what to do afterwards,
Maybe go out with some people,I dunno!!!

BYE

Sometimes your beauty is choking me,
But at least it's YOUR hand that's at my throat

I SWEAR I LOVE MUMMY MORE THAN SHE LOVES ME!!!!

haha,going crazy from talking to you =P

Thanks For Everything You've Said!!!!!

BYE!!!

Now it's just 1hr before going
To school for my history exam,
Finally it'll be soon over tomorrow!!!

Can do whatever I want to do then
Catch up soon with ya mummy!

BYE

This drowning sorrow is shaking me
More than it ever has before

Maths paper finally over
Some people just slept
During some time in the paper.
Didn't have enough time
And some questions were
Just blank...


Emptiness Of A bus around 10.40am in the morning

2 more days to freedom but
It'll be pretty slack though,gotta
Try and keep my mind on it
It's just 2 more,don't tell me
I can't even make it???

Okay so someone's birthday's
Tomorrow and today's the day
When Mummy Dearest would
Finish her exams so would like
To wish that she'll enjoy herself
But take care too!!!

BYE,Time To Hit The Books!!!

Basic Necessities On My Table During Every Exam

Basically nothing better to write about.....
There's my watch,just leave it on my table
To see the time. Wallet's there so can count
My money cause it's boring just waiting for
That time limit is up,most important is the
Pencil case without it,there's no point in
Taking that paper.

Second most-important thing would be
My water bottle given to be as an
Extra belated birthday present from
Dearest Mummy!!! Feels like my lucky
Charm and also calm me down when
I need to think,and thanksss!!!

BYE

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
The best place to be when you're feeling like me

Okay...Saturday's Haircut
5h1+ man...my hair's not
Even that long.
At most just trim sides
That's all.

Gotta start taking care of
My face soon,fcuking
Pimples start poppin out
All over the place =P

BYE

Something's wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren't at all beautiful

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

Lately, I don't really feel

So good.

It's just there's this

Very very Mixed Feeling

Inside of it that's just

Waiting to be bursted like

A balloon

There's just to much things

I'm just distracted about

From what's most important

Now and that's my exams

It's only 3 more papers to go

Freedom's now breathing down

My neck but still gotta remember

Exam's are still going on

The only biggest distraction now,

Is HER cause it's very hard to

Forget someone you really like

But always unsure if the peson would

Reciprocate that same feeling

And the more I try to forget her,

Ther more the feeling would come.

Well,exam's ending next week

After that is crazy party time!!!

BYE


If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they wouldnt show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

3 More papers
Next week
Maths Paper 2,History and D&T

Today's Physics,screwed up couple
Of questions and 1 section cause I
Forgot the theory and all......
POA,mutiple choice questions,those
Questions which I dunno what to do
Just choose the closest answer I
Calcuated,I scared it may screw up the paper....

BYE!

And my worst pains are words I cannot say
Still I will always fight on for you

Chinese gone!!! Teacher actually said
Paper 2 would be hard but its just easy
Just copy some parts and join them
Together and you get the answer !!

Okay tomorrow's Physics and POA paper1
POA is quite easy....MCQ questions,Physics...
No comments.

Story i found somewhere about friends

Horror gripped the heart of the World War I soldier, as he saw his life-long friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "No Man's Land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back."You can go," said the lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your own life away."The lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder, and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend."I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead, and you are mortally wounded.""It was worth it, though, sir," the soldier said."How do you mean, 'worth it'?" responded the lieutenant. "Your friend is dead!""Yes sir," the private answered. "But it was worth it because when I got to him, he was still alive, and I had the satisfaction of hearing him say, 'Jim, I knew you'd come.'"Many a times in life, whether a thing is worth doing or not really depends on how you look at it. Take up all your courage and do something your heart tells you to do so that you may not regret not doing it later in life. May each and everyone of you be blessed with the company of true friends

Day 3 of examinations,
Social Studies...okay??
Chemistry next,screwed up
Stumped by 2 pages which I
Dunno how to answer =( so
Wrote crappy answers.

Up next tomorrow will be
Chinese,teacher kept on going
That the paper 2 was going to
Be difficult so paper 1,which is
Composition and letter writing
Should be done well.

BYE

SOme messages:
To WanJin:
Thanks for your prayers,hope you're blessed by god and have fun!! =)

To Jo:
Heyy Jo,3 more days to go for you,don't get distracted kkaes?? =) wishing you all the best!!! awww.....i miss you and i still think you're cutter than a teddy bear =P

My lungs fill up with letdown
Disappointment in self and everyone
Expectations died in failure

2nd day of Exams are over
Math paper 1 done,did it like I
Would for a normal piece of homework,
Paper was like 5h1+.......my friends were
All complaing that the paper surely fail.

POA 2,scrwed up format........DAMN
Last page was the worst,cause had no
Idea how to do it.

Tomorrow's social studies and chemistry
Memorizing time again,hope my memory will last

BYE

But we never turn to see what we have done
We choose our moves so carefully now

Exams started today....
English today
Paper 1 had composition
And Report well screwed
The report,I put the wrong
Sentence to end it off,the other
Part is not that well arranged
Because I wrote whatever
That came into my head

Paper 2 comprehension
And summary,was kinda easy
Though

Tomorrow's Math and POA2,
Gotta get killed soon.........

BYE

The silence moves everything that once held beating